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Nothing and No-one
i am guaranteed to lose... no matter what happens, you will walk away from me some day and never ever look back.  you probably will now, anyway, and i am so very terribly afraid of losing you forever, even as a friend.  oh me of little faith.  you say we're ok, and if we're ok then *I* will be ok.  but.  it feels like you are shutting me out again.  you seem so happy with everyone else, all your new admirers, and don't even seem to want to talk to me.  i'm definitely not feelin' the love, and it is not reassuring.

is this the decision that you wanted?  are you happy with the choice, are you relieved to be done with it?  was it easier to walk away a second time?  did i give you an easy out, or are you saddened too?  i hate to think it means so little.  i would hate to think you are indifferent.

or are you annoyed that i made you choose?  ha.  i know i am.

my heart feels like someone filled it up with broken glass... and stamped on it.  i feel sick and sad, and it hurts when i breathe.  i don't think i would lift a finger right now to prevent my own death.  i think, just maybe, i am crazy.

i wish i could take it ALL back.  and i wish it had been anyone but you, because then it wouldn't have been at all.


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agios Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2005
Thank you for the comment my friend!

JRowe Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2005   Writer
Thanks for the fav. Got more up if you want to check those out. Peace
agios Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2005
Hey thank you very much for the friendship!
cinnamongurl22 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2005
wave:thank you so very much for the :+fav: for Something About You [link] it is very much appreciated:hug:=D
trixiepixie Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2005
Thanks for the fav on my poem Lost Piece ;)
agios Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2005
Hello my friend thank you so much for your nice comment in my last artwork.
Hope to talk to you soon again

A friend from Greece
jisbreth Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2005   Writer
the poem/ song (thatshowi red it anyway) above it quite good
pupasoul Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2004  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks!! :D
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